Friendship

Hey everyone, This blog is going to be about friendship. After moving here seven years ago I left alot of my friends back home in canada to be here with my husband and depended on him for friendship and it was very hard for me to feel like I had nobody and no friends here that was a mistake as now we are not together and i should have put myself out there more to the ppl where i live. as the years have gone by I have met ppl and have had ppl come and go in my life but as I grow older i can come to the realization that u just dont have the same kinds of friends now as an adult that u had when u were younger, well unless u are still friends with thoes ppl as i am as well but there in another country. Dont get me wrong I have one or two ladies in my life right now i can sometimes call friends but not the same kind i had from back home the always there for u no matter how much time has passed u are still the best of friends. A friend from back home told me at this age we are more picky in the types of friends we have in our life due to wanting quality of friendship and not quantity I totally agree i would rather had one friend that i share everything  and have that true friendship than many so called friends who appear to be there when the s--t hits the fan or if u say something random one day out of anger or hurt and u get the everything ok but when is all said and done no longer there but not the day to day life..I want a friend who is there for me not out of convience or boredome and i agree yes may have a busy life but will always make time for me as i would them. I have been very disapointed since moving here that i havent found the friends that i have back home as i am a very social girl its a part of me. Since having all the medical issues i have now have and being sperated in my marriage i have really realized  my true friends and who is truly there for me. IDK maybe i want to much or maybe its my issue that i need to change whatever the case is its saddening to me as i am older i dont have this in my life. I have been disapointed and let ppl hurt me and have also had ppl in my life that shouldnt have been there and dont deseve to be there. I guess as i grow older i will have to be accept  the fact of im ok with me and just me and i dont need other ppl in my life to make me the type of person i should be. As women we are social and like to have other ladies around to share what girls have in friendship. I have come to know alot of women and one or two guys who are very special to me and i am glad to have gotten to know them just wish some of them were closer lol. So that was my sort of rant for the week still not sleeping ? thats good cause i can usually go on lol. hope u all have a great week and keep smiling. Huggs :0